...will be rainy at best
and the forecast i know
is that i'll be depressed
but i'll wait outside
hoping that i'll catch sight of the sun
because on and off
the clouds have fought
for control over the sky
and lately the weather
has been so bi-polar
and consequently so have i...
...i'm going on a blind date. dumb. i know. i agreed to it when i wasn't really awake. sort of remembered, but thought it might have been a dream...nightmare? (been having a lot of those just before you wake up dreams lately.) then forgot all about it for the rest of the week. turns out it was real. my sister says the guy's cool. so, best case scenario: he's good looking and intelligent. unfortunately, that means i'll never hear from him again... if good looking intelligent guys were interested in me, i wouldn't go on more blind dates than real ones... i'm skeptical about the whole thing of course, given my past experiences. but, if he can carry on a conversation then maybe it won't be an utter waste of time. maybe i'll even have fun... like i've got anything better to do, right?
...honestly, blind dates are the worst type of gambling... doesn't that make it against our religion? or at least the honor code?... i know my sister won her gamble, but i always lose. do i have to go be reminded of it in the most uncomfortable, embarassing way possible?...yep! cuz that's life... so i'll just be glad that i'm not sitting home alone on friday night...
...when i finally ironed out
all of my priorities
and asked God to remove the doubt
that makes me so unsure at ease
things i ask myself
i ask myself
do you know what you
are getting yourself into?...
...cuz it's sunny with a high of '75...
...and it's funny how you find
you enjoy your life
when you're happy to be alive...
and the forecast i know
is that i'll be depressed
but i'll wait outside
hoping that i'll catch sight of the sun
because on and off
the clouds have fought
for control over the sky
and lately the weather
has been so bi-polar
and consequently so have i...
...i'm going on a blind date. dumb. i know. i agreed to it when i wasn't really awake. sort of remembered, but thought it might have been a dream...nightmare? (been having a lot of those just before you wake up dreams lately.) then forgot all about it for the rest of the week. turns out it was real. my sister says the guy's cool. so, best case scenario: he's good looking and intelligent. unfortunately, that means i'll never hear from him again... if good looking intelligent guys were interested in me, i wouldn't go on more blind dates than real ones... i'm skeptical about the whole thing of course, given my past experiences. but, if he can carry on a conversation then maybe it won't be an utter waste of time. maybe i'll even have fun... like i've got anything better to do, right?
...honestly, blind dates are the worst type of gambling... doesn't that make it against our religion? or at least the honor code?... i know my sister won her gamble, but i always lose. do i have to go be reminded of it in the most uncomfortable, embarassing way possible?...yep! cuz that's life... so i'll just be glad that i'm not sitting home alone on friday night...
...when i finally ironed out
all of my priorities
and asked God to remove the doubt
that makes me so unsure at ease
things i ask myself
i ask myself
do you know what you
are getting yourself into?...
...cuz it's sunny with a high of '75...
...and it's funny how you find
you enjoy your life
when you're happy to be alive...
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